it's so fucking obvious jfc. EVEN IF this mika clearly isn't the mika from where he came from he's still. desperately attached to him and loves him so much and would throw himself in front of a bus to stop mika from doing his. dumb-mika things. HE. REALLY LOVES MIKA. and is willing to do anything for him. aside from, you know, stop being a rude little shit to him. he'll still do that. yuu doesn't know how to not do that. BUT HE DOES IT BECAUSE HE LOVES HIM AND HE REALLY CAN'T HELP THE TSUN. but he also regonizes mika is a piece of shit who lies way too much and there's. well. he doesn't trust mika as much as he used to? because he expects mika to fuck off and be dumb no matter what yuu says and so he. just waits for mika to make dumb moves SO HE CAN GO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE and tell him how wrong that is. HE STILL LOVES HIM TO DEATH THOUGH.
more than to death. his heart grew ten sizes the day he met mika and kept on fucking growing. if this were an rpg yuu would be the dumb summon to mika's mage who fucking stands in front of him taking all his damage and gets in mika's way and does dumb shit because DEDICATION.
i don't even know what you want me to say. how do you even tl;dr dumb puppy love.
WHICH IS TO SAY IT'S JUST AS OBVIOUS FROM MIKA'S SIDE?! Yuu might not be HIS Yuu, so to speak, but he's still Yuu and possesses everything that makes Mikas adore Yuus. YUU IS PRECIOUS. So he'll do anything to protect him! He's INCREDIBLY HAPPY that a human Yuu exists and didn't have to be turned into something he hates! He's still really concerned about what this Yuu has been through, too. Because it is Yuu who in Mika's au that inspired Mika to KEEP GOING and BE MORE SHOUNEN and he's afraid of seeing Yuu broken. He wants Yuu to depend on him more, like how he's depended on Yuu.
Besides that, Yuu is his family, and more than that the person who he really connected with and loved and was equals with when they were younger. Being accepted by Yuu was always a big deal to Mika, to get that affection returned moreso. He doesn't have the whole thing about being needed like Yuu does, but Mika DOES have a need to be with the people he loves and to protect them so he can have a place where he is welcome and being able to KEEP that and DO RIGHT by it!! He's very concious of what the previous Mikas have done in Court for that reason, and what impressions they've given and he's a little unnerved about it especially when it comes to being with Yuu.
That said: He's still pretty overwhelmed that kissing and so on IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING? I mean Mika was no virgin like Yuu was but he still was perfectly happy to just be head over heels for Yuu forever without doing anything but being best bros, and he never really expected that stuff from Yuu either. Now that he is ALLOWED to do that stuff with Yuu though, he's totally going for it because Mika recognizes he is a greedy person with a lot of bottled up desires at this point. And it's different from Mika's past experiences if only because he actually TRUSTS YUU A LOT. But yeah he suspects Yuu is wary of Mika because Mika makes Bad Decisions and he can't blame Yuu for it, even if it hurts him. And it's not like Mika 100% trusts Yuu not to do something completely dumb either.
Also their being pieces of shit at each other is part of their chemistry tbh. NEITHER OF THEM CAN STOP THAT. So yes Mika basically has a ton of dumb puppy love for Yuu in return AND IT NEVER WENT AWAY EVEN AFTER 4 YEARS WHUP. It's just how it goes.
ok but yuu's feelings on sex and dating now tho do that
tbh yuu doesn't give a shit about dating but MIKA SAID DATING LETS DATE MIKA SAID THEYRE GOING ON A DATE MIKA LIKES HIM HE'LL DATE MIKA HE LOVES MIKA so. he still doesn't know how to do the thing and it's still really weird for him but he's cool with that.
sex on the other hand is still a mess. he doesn't. know how to handle that shit?? ESPECIALLY after what happened with felid. it still makes him really really really nervous but he's willing to try because mika asked him to? HE'S. made a decent amount of progress on that, at least! he's nnnot opposed to trying whereas before it would have been a straight up FUCK NO he's not doing that shit.
lmao the dating thing was just kind of like one of those things where Mika just WENT WITH IT. Why not! Plus it's fun to fluster Yuu. THAT SAID he's worried he's pushed it too far, especially re: sex where really he was just... enjoying talking dirty... for the most part. So. Lol.
AS FOR THE TWO YUUS he's happy to have them both!! He's a little distressed he hasn't been able to spend more time with vampire Yuu and that vamp Yuu does seem to be having a hard time and seems to need more attention than human Yuu tbh. But he wants to spend time with human Yuu a lot as well and get to know him and take care of this precious angel. So if anything his problem is HOW DO I HOLD ALL THESE YUUS atm. He really just wants them both to be with him always and protect them from everything.
He doesn't know they're master and servant yet. That's also something. He's really nonplussed at how their relationship with each other is working out so far, but it seems to be... working out... in a Yuu way.
Yuu considers vamp!Yuu to just be. baby him. WHICH CLEARLY IS CLOSEISH TO THE TRUTH so he's. very protective of him, too! Especially since he's Mika's Yuu and he really really wants Mika to be happy and for them both to go back together and do MIKA AND YUU THINGS since. even if Mika is really precious to him and so is Yuu, he also knows that they're going to eventually do what they want and go back to their own home! Which isn't his.
BASICALLY VAMP!YUU IS A BABY AND YUU'S GOING TO PROTECT AND CODDLE HIM AS MUCH AS HE CAN UNTIL HE GOES.
why did mika ever think yuu would know what dirty talking is. mika. pls.
LOOK MIKA DID NOT KNOW HOW FAR YUU HAD GOTTEN WITH PREVIOUS HIMS AT THAT POINT, FOR ONE. FOR TWO, HE GOT CARRIED AWAY.
But yes fair he's learned that lesson. A part of him is alarmed at how Yuu seem to be rushing into it so he's trying to stall as best he can so Yuu is actually ready too. And Mika, while he enjoys the sexy aspect, doesn't want their relationship completely taken over by it.
What would happen with Mikas and everything in Yuus ideal world/ending??
I THOUGHT YOU ASKED ABOUT VAMPIRE YUU AND I WAS ABOUT TO WRITE PAGES THERE WHOOPS
Um Mika is unsettled by the idea of another him that became a vampire because he knows he'd rather be DEAD. And he's aware of how isolated he must have been, how much it would have destroyed him. He's not sure he'd like vampire Mika either, because to him it sounds like the ULTIMATE personification of his failures and flaws...? Literally, all his terribleness exaggerated to a huge degree. The idea makes him uncomfortable, and he's uncomfortable with people imposing this image of the other Mika onto him, because while it's him it's also. Not. And he doesn't want to be a replacement Mika. Especially because vampire Mika is him, broken. And Mika can't afford to think about being broken like that. He can't afford to think about how it would probably hurt to see a human, stronger Mika versus a vampire, weaker Mika because it pains him in a lot of ways.
That said, he also sympathizes with vampire Mika and glad he found some measure of happiness with Yuu. He understands that Mika is probably like HIS Yuu, and didn't deserve what had happened to him and is probably incredibly angry with himself and needs a support system far more than HE does. And he is grateful that he gets to have a lot of happiness with human Yuu because of the progress vampire him made! Except he also feels guilty over it, feels like he's taking advantage. For a lot of reasons, but especially those said above. And he doesn't want to give it up.
He's not sure what would happen if vampire Mika showed up. He suspects he'll have difficulty living with him, let alone accepting him. And that scares Mika more than anything. He has a lot of conflicting feelings.And there's a lot of lying to himself going on here too, because he can't be entirely honest about his feelings about himself either.
snakes are okay and all but you know what's better than snakes
HIS TEAMMATE WITH SNAKE HAIR . WHO HE LOVES A LOT even though she tried to bite him to death or something at first. ALYA IS. a very dedicated person once he sets his mind on something! and he's set his mind on protecting his team and loving his team and being the best teammate he can possibly be. WHICH. SAYS A LOT ABOUT THE WAY HE TREATS BARGHEST. because that's exactly what he intends to do with all of them. love them and protect them and be the best soldier-knight-teammate.
He's protective of Ophi in particular because she. she reminds him a little of himself but nnnnot a lot. They're both monsters, they've both got a lot of problems ( with humans. and Yuu's vampire problems but ), and he's. really determined to be a good family member to her to try to make up for all she's been through. He would do basically anything to reach that goal, too.
And he's soso happy that she smiled at him! He remembers back when he was tiny and bitter and never smiled and denied having feelings at all so seeing her be that expressionate around him was REALLY GREAT and he's REALLY HAPPY FOR HER and really hopes that they can continue to grow together.
LET'S START WITH SORAMARU since that's a lot easier they've only had like one thread.
Soramaru's a giant fucking dumbass and Yuu doesn't know how to deal with this massive amount of dumbass holy shit, he can't even deal with himself he really didn't need another. HOWEVER he did. catch Soramaru when he was in a shitty state and really felt the need to protect him AND THUS Soramaru definitely shouldn't be surprised if he finds Yuu following on his tail. He'd be a bit more suspicious of Soramaru trusting Sousei after that shit except. he does understand the possession bits and after talking to Sousei a bit understood that's exactly what happened. But Soramaru did gain an angry yappy puppy bro so congratulations on your Yuu problems, dumbass.
AND ALYA in general, is veryveryvery protective of his team and loves them as a whole and thus he's. already really attached to Saiph NO MATTER WHAT even if Saiph pulls stupid bullshit on him. WELCOME TO ONS TEAM-SUPPORT. Enjoy your protag? He dddoesn't really hold a strong opinion on Saiph right now aside from TEAAAAMMATE.
Probably because Saiph's quiet as hell and how is he supposed to hear him over his own loud yelling, WHO KNOWS. He does care for him a shitload anyway though. what a good tiny quiet teammate, what a cute head of hair, what a great barghest. continue barking tiny yandere.
in canon, mikado starts to go eggs up when he realizes that dollars is sullied and that dollars is his and he has a responsibility to it and he has to save it and etc.
saiph! does not remember that. he doesn't even remember that he's the leader of dollars! he has vague awareness of its existence. but! he knows barghest. he knows the people who accepted him right away, who are his. he belongs to them, they belong to him. he'll protect them, they'll protect him.
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it's so fucking obvious jfc. EVEN IF this mika clearly isn't the mika from where he came from he's still. desperately attached to him and loves him so much and would throw himself in front of a bus to stop mika from doing his. dumb-mika things. HE. REALLY LOVES MIKA. and is willing to do anything for him. aside from, you know, stop being a rude little shit to him. he'll still do that. yuu doesn't know how to not do that. BUT HE DOES IT BECAUSE HE LOVES HIM AND HE REALLY CAN'T HELP THE TSUN. but he also regonizes mika is a piece of shit who lies way too much and there's. well. he doesn't trust mika as much as he used to? because he expects mika to fuck off and be dumb no matter what yuu says and so he. just waits for mika to make dumb moves SO HE CAN GO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE and tell him how wrong that is. HE STILL LOVES HIM TO DEATH THOUGH.
more than to death. his heart grew ten sizes the day he met mika and kept on fucking growing. if this were an rpg yuu would be the dumb summon to mika's mage who fucking stands in front of him taking all his damage and gets in mika's way and does dumb shit because DEDICATION.
i don't even know what you want me to say. how do you even tl;dr dumb puppy love.
reverse me though since you did this.
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WHICH IS TO SAY IT'S JUST AS OBVIOUS FROM MIKA'S SIDE?! Yuu might not be HIS Yuu, so to speak, but he's still Yuu and possesses everything that makes Mikas adore Yuus. YUU IS PRECIOUS. So he'll do anything to protect him! He's INCREDIBLY HAPPY that a human Yuu exists and didn't have to be turned into something he hates! He's still really concerned about what this Yuu has been through, too. Because it is Yuu who in Mika's au that inspired Mika to KEEP GOING and BE MORE SHOUNEN and he's afraid of seeing Yuu broken. He wants Yuu to depend on him more, like how he's depended on Yuu.
Besides that, Yuu is his family, and more than that the person who he really connected with and loved and was equals with when they were younger. Being accepted by Yuu was always a big deal to Mika, to get that affection returned moreso. He doesn't have the whole thing about being needed like Yuu does, but Mika DOES have a need to be with the people he loves and to protect them so he can have a place where he is welcome and being able to KEEP that and DO RIGHT by it!! He's very concious of what the previous Mikas have done in Court for that reason, and what impressions they've given and he's a little unnerved about it especially when it comes to being with Yuu.
That said: He's still pretty overwhelmed that kissing and so on IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING? I mean Mika was no virgin like Yuu was but he still was perfectly happy to just be head over heels for Yuu forever without doing anything but being best bros, and he never really expected that stuff from Yuu either. Now that he is ALLOWED to do that stuff with Yuu though, he's totally going for it because Mika recognizes he is a greedy person with a lot of bottled up desires at this point. And it's different from Mika's past experiences if only because he actually TRUSTS YUU A LOT. But yeah he suspects Yuu is wary of Mika because Mika makes Bad Decisions and he can't blame Yuu for it, even if it hurts him. And it's not like Mika 100% trusts Yuu not to do something completely dumb either.
Also their being pieces of shit at each other is part of their chemistry tbh. NEITHER OF THEM CAN STOP THAT. So yes Mika basically has a ton of dumb puppy love for Yuu in return AND IT NEVER WENT AWAY EVEN AFTER 4 YEARS WHUP. It's just how it goes.
ok but yuu's feelings on sex and dating now tho do that
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sex on the other hand is still a mess. he doesn't. know how to handle that shit?? ESPECIALLY after what happened with felid. it still makes him really really really nervous but he's willing to try because mika asked him to? HE'S. made a decent amount of progress on that, at least! he's nnnot opposed to trying whereas before it would have been a straight up FUCK NO he's not doing that shit.
HOW DOES MIKA FEEL ABOUT HAVING TWO YUUS
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AS FOR THE TWO YUUS he's happy to have them both!! He's a little distressed he hasn't been able to spend more time with vampire Yuu and that vamp Yuu does seem to be having a hard time and seems to need more attention than human Yuu tbh. But he wants to spend time with human Yuu a lot as well and get to know him and take care of this precious angel. So if anything his problem is HOW DO I HOLD ALL THESE YUUS atm. He really just wants them both to be with him always and protect them from everything.
He doesn't know they're master and servant yet. That's also something. He's really nonplussed at how their relationship with each other is working out so far, but it seems to be... working out... in a Yuu way.
HOW DOES YUU FEEL ABOUT HIS OTHER YUU SELF
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BASICALLY VAMP!YUU IS A BABY AND YUU'S GOING TO PROTECT AND CODDLE HIM AS MUCH AS HE CAN UNTIL HE GOES.
why did mika ever think yuu would know what dirty talking is. mika. pls.
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But yes fair he's learned that lesson. A part of him is alarmed at how Yuu seem to be rushing into it so he's trying to stall as best he can so Yuu is actually ready too. And Mika, while he enjoys the sexy aspect, doesn't want their relationship completely taken over by it.
What would happen with Mikas and everything in Yuus ideal world/ending??
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HE HASN'T ACTUALLY REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT much passed the SAVE MIKA KILL ALL VAMPIRES thing.
how does au mika feel about vamp mika's existence.
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Um Mika is unsettled by the idea of another him that became a vampire because he knows he'd rather be DEAD. And he's aware of how isolated he must have been, how much it would have destroyed him. He's not sure he'd like vampire Mika either, because to him it sounds like the ULTIMATE personification of his failures and flaws...? Literally, all his terribleness exaggerated to a huge degree. The idea makes him uncomfortable, and he's uncomfortable with people imposing this image of the other Mika onto him, because while it's him it's also. Not. And he doesn't want to be a replacement Mika. Especially because vampire Mika is him, broken. And Mika can't afford to think about being broken like that. He can't afford to think about how it would probably hurt to see a human, stronger Mika versus a vampire, weaker Mika because it pains him in a lot of ways.
That said, he also sympathizes with vampire Mika and glad he found some measure of happiness with Yuu. He understands that Mika is probably like HIS Yuu, and didn't deserve what had happened to him and is probably incredibly angry with himself and needs a support system far more than HE does. And he is grateful that he gets to have a lot of happiness with human Yuu because of the progress vampire him made! Except he also feels guilty over it, feels like he's taking advantage. For a lot of reasons, but especially those said above. And he doesn't want to give it up.
He's not sure what would happen if vampire Mika showed up. He suspects he'll have difficulty living with him, let alone accepting him. And that scares Mika more than anything. He has a lot of conflicting feelings.And there's a lot of lying to himself going on here too, because he can't be entirely honest about his feelings about himself either.
SORRY HE'S NOT AS SHOUNEN AS YUU IS EVEN AS A AU
What WOULD Yuu do if he got a vampire Mika again
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HIS TEAMMATE WITH SNAKE HAIR . WHO HE LOVES A LOT even though she tried to bite him to death or something at first. ALYA IS. a very dedicated person once he sets his mind on something! and he's set his mind on protecting his team and loving his team and being the best teammate he can possibly be. WHICH. SAYS A LOT ABOUT THE WAY HE TREATS BARGHEST. because that's exactly what he intends to do with all of them. love them and protect them and be the best soldier-knight-teammate.
He's protective of Ophi in particular because she. she reminds him a little of himself but nnnnot a lot. They're both monsters, they've both got a lot of problems ( with humans. and Yuu's vampire problems but ), and he's. really determined to be a good family member to her to try to make up for all she's been through. He would do basically anything to reach that goal, too.
And he's soso happy that she smiled at him! He remembers back when he was tiny and bitter and never smiled and denied having feelings at all so seeing her be that expressionate around him was REALLY GREAT and he's REALLY HAPPY FOR HER and really hopes that they can continue to grow together.
reverse me!! :v
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Soramaru's a giant fucking dumbass and Yuu doesn't know how to deal with this massive amount of dumbass holy shit, he can't even deal with himself he really didn't need another. HOWEVER he did. catch Soramaru when he was in a shitty state and really felt the need to protect him AND THUS Soramaru definitely shouldn't be surprised if he finds Yuu following on his tail. He'd be a bit more suspicious of Soramaru trusting Sousei after that shit except. he does understand the possession bits and after talking to Sousei a bit understood that's exactly what happened. But Soramaru did gain an angry yappy puppy bro so congratulations on your Yuu problems, dumbass.
AND ALYA in general, is veryveryvery protective of his team and loves them as a whole and thus he's. already really attached to Saiph NO MATTER WHAT even if Saiph pulls stupid bullshit on him. WELCOME TO ONS TEAM-SUPPORT. Enjoy your protag? He dddoesn't really hold a strong opinion on Saiph right now aside from TEAAAAMMATE.
Probably because Saiph's quiet as hell and how is he supposed to hear him over his own loud yelling, WHO KNOWS. He does care for him a shitload anyway though. what a good tiny quiet teammate, what a cute head of hair, what a great barghest. continue barking tiny yandere.
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in canon, mikado starts to go eggs up when he realizes that dollars is sullied and that dollars is his and he has a responsibility to it and he has to save it and etc.
saiph! does not remember that. he doesn't even remember that he's the leader of dollars! he has vague awareness of its existence. but! he knows barghest. he knows the people who accepted him right away, who are his. he belongs to them, they belong to him. he'll protect them, they'll protect him.
barghest is best
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I've actually been following Aather 0%, I'm just here to continue the Dumbass train.
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WHY.
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(2) Because I think it's hilarious.
(3) Because your pain is hilarious.
ANSWER THE QUESTION and/or tell me what it'd take to get you to app Totsuka.
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maybe a kazu in court
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You're supposed to reverse this shit, you know, you unECATSian heathen.
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also I DIDNT FEEL THE NEED, YOU APP BULLY.
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. . . anyway, I've actually no interest in seeing you play Totsuka, only in seeing if I could get you to app him. : ( That's fair! Right!
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